Almost

The ocean looks like it almost never ends. Yet the word almost in itself is giving me hope.. or shall I say, a renewed hope? Maybe, just perhaps, things will change. Mostly they won’t! But what is it that I WANT? The waves come, thrashing down into a trickle at my toes, as I hope for my erosion so I can accept, and break this mirage of a happily ever after.

Posted On 03.08.2011

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Our fears and conditioning really are the heroes and the villains.. I cant help but think this. With a deep sigh, I look to my left, to a future.. Looking at the waves, the horizon and the beautiful setting sun is no good. It's time to be a nobody to be a somebody, it's time to walk alongside the harmonious ocean.

K.S.
Let's hope I'll be able to write again.

Wanted

All these wants are going to kill you Noena.. angel or not.. this passion and craving is going to burn you up from within..

I know Prometheus.. I know.. now my wanting has made me the most wanted by the legion. I have become a disgrace to our kind.. (smiling) But you have been a good friend to me, I'll always remember that.

With that she doved off..

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This i'm gonna continue.. have already written about our Noena's little druggy excursion the other day.. this one's gonna be fun! :-* loving the muse...

K.

Hooked

Its been so long that shekhar felt hooked.. He craved the passion.. He would be lying if he said he wasnt.. Yes, his life was blissfuly good but perhaps, he missed the sense of incompletion which he could complete.. like a child playing with blocks to create, complete, destroy, only to recreate- the work scenario needed an urgent electric shock to shake things up..

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Shekhar's one of my yet to be completed charachter..
As for the situ n feel, quite explanatory hm? It is to me..! ;-)

Love~
Keep writing.
Kunjal.

Clinic

I wish there was a clinic to mend broken hearts off their unfulfilled yearnings.. Now isn't that something everyone needs urgently?? A clinic to replenish the passion and heal a cracked heart to want and dream again.. for jobs, for soul mates, for friends, for careers, for lost ones, for lost things, for countless other important things.. to reawaken the drive to live again..

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The word yearning's been on mind for quite some time... a hunger that motivates without being completely satisfied.. There are life dreams and there is something even more primal and vague- feelings.. The yearning I'm talking about is about these dreams, and even deeper.. the emotions one wants to experience in reaching these dreams.. I guess there are different phases.. Discontentment, Curiosity, Premature pursuit, Loss and heartbreak, Re-exploration, Trials, Errors.. and each time Perseverance vs Giving up.. till we reach a form of Satisfaction we okay...

A clinic to reawaken and polish a blue yearning to a fresh realistic goal pursuit.. From Tim Burton world to one with Robin Williams perhaps ;-) :-)

Hmm it's feeling Gothic fiction if I want to stay "cool", but in a more naked view, just a simple honest observation.. a bit too honest perhaps??

So is there an echo on this.. do u feel any truth here??

Until next time, ramble on

hopefully the wisdom will show up from between the lines ;-)

Kunjal.

Well

"Well, well, well..", Professor Martin had his usual grin plastered on his face.. and we understood- He was onto something, and we were in for a ride.

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Seems now, I am onto something!! Finally my fiction muse seems to be back.. I'm gonna go rush now- either to continue with my earlier stories, or understand the Professor's psyche..

Keep writing.. blocked or not ;-)
K.

Disconnect

disconnect.. hmm.. I've been trying to write something funny for a while.. Have never quite been successful at it though!! Its as if I am disconnected with that face of human life.. Is that really possible? Humour leaving one being out on the wire to dry???

written on April 13 2009

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Now here's a scary word.. Disconnect.. this particular page on oneword.com is quite interesting!! Seeing how different people 'disconnect' all over the world was quite something..

I've been fooling around with 'writing' for quite a long time.. But humour is one thing, I seem to not get a flow of naturally.. a challenge perhaps.. should be fun connecting with that side of me again and creating its own space in this monopolized dominant serious and fantasy side in my writing...

K.